What to do....

The meeting went about as well as......okay..it didn't go well. We have no idea what to do....they are sticking to their guns on everything. Cameron IS being removed, no matter what. The thing is...they want us to keep him until next week sometime....okay, if they are so "concerned" about his placement with us, why next week?? Oh, yeah, they don't have anyone lined up yet...is this my problem? Nope...but.... here's my problem....I just don't know if my heart can take keeping him longer, knowing full well that he's leaving. Yet, I should want to keep him here as long as possible, since I don't know where he is going, and If I turn him in, will this just be telling the county that we aren't interested in his best interest?? But, I just want to tell the county that we are not babysitters for them, until a they feel a suitable placement can be found...that's not okay....I already feel used enough by them....So, do I keep him here, so that I know for the next few days he's taken care of etc. Or do I trust him to go, and place him in God's hands???


I just don't know!!!!

2 comments:

Rebekah Sanders said...

Didn't the family request that he be put with you? What a broken, messed up system! And for them to be that concerned about it all and yet be willing to leave him in your home??? It just doesn't make sense. We're praying for you, friend!

Anonymous said...

Kari, I am so sorry that your family is going through all of this chaos and heartache. Our prayers are with you always--we love you!!!!!