Safety....

I'm going out on a limb here..... I've been sharing some pretty raw emotions, and thoughts as we continue to process this whole ordeal. However, I've been keeping some things out, because if I share these things, then I open myself up to judgement, or condemnation etc. But I know that those that read this blog, are ones that were specially given permission by me...and I know that you are here to support me, encourage me, and love me....

For that, I am very grateful! Thank you!

I was talking to someone yesterday, and as we were discussing this blog, and how I have found it to be a help to me, as we walk this road of grief, anger and confusion, he thought that really being open, and really sharing ALL of my feelings, thoughts, emotions...basically being completely transparent would continue to help me through this.

So....my posts will probably be changing, as I truly and honestly put myself out there. I appreciate you sticking it out with me...I count each of you as a blessing!

4 comments:

Rebekah Sanders said...

I've found that the best thing to do is to write for me. My friends will support me regardless of what I write. They will be the ones to call me on things I need to be called on, hold me up in prayer when I struggle, love me inspite of myself. And the rest of the people can all just go to... Oops, got a bit carried away there.

Honey, we are praying for you guys! You've traveled a hard road in the short time of this year! We love you and we're here for you! (((HUGS))) to you and Kurt and your precious girls!

Rebekah Sanders said...

And by "write for me" I mean that's what I do on my blog. Not that you should write your blog for me. But if you want to, I'm not going to stop you. I promise to be all those things that a true friend really is!

Rebekah Sanders said...

And I'll even leave you lots and lots of comments just so you know that someone is out here reading and praying for you! Don't you just *love* getting comments? ;)

Anonymous said...

As always I am thinking about you guys and praying for you. I was wonderful to see you and the girls last week. I'm sad I missed Kurt. I think you should do whatever it takes to help you through this and as Rebekah said: "and the rest of the people can all...." Love ya, Angelina